I’m sorry? What the fuck did you just say to me? Do you have ANY clue what I am going through? Have you lost a best friend to a heroin overdose, another best friend to a stabbing, and a cousin to suicide all within a 2 year span? Is that not a valid reason to be depressed?
"You’re just sad."
No. I’m not “just sad”. I’m sick. I’ve been depressed for years, all because of low dopamine levels. Low dopamine makes you feel depressed. If you don’t treat it, it gets worse and worse. You feel miserable, and you don’t want to face anyone. Depression is a disease. People who are depressed have a valid reason for being depressed. Depressed people can’t control their dopamine levels, just like how diabetics can’t control their insulin levels. I’m not being sad, or begging for attention. I have a serious problem that I have to live with the rest of my life.
So, the next time you want to tell me I’m being pathetic or sad, I will gladly kick you in the baby maker.
Eric: And I just shake my little tush like I just don’t give a fuck! Wiggle wiggle wiggle! Shake my little tush! Me: …I think this is why Mike and I are lyricists. Ayden: I don’t know. I think Eric’s lyrics has potential to it. Me: There is no potential there. The potential was drugged, thrown in the back of a white van, driven to the middle of nowhere, had the shit beaten out of it, was left to die in a corn field, and had it’s eyes pecked out by crows. Eric:…at least she’s being honest.
1. Winged music note. (Already have) 2. Anchor and shipwheel. “I Woke Up Near the Sea”. (Grad present from my mom - In memory of Sean Durray). 3.Pocket watch. 4. “Will daybreak ever come?” 5. Leo astrological sign. 6. Skull and bow. (Just because the idea I have in mind is cute) 7. “All My Faces Are Alibis” 8. A butterfly and eagle (for my parents). 9. Sparrow 10. Rainbow heart.
I’m going to be a rockstar. Tattoos are a requirement.
Oh! Just a thought. If you're mailing me pictures (I'm assuming you are cause you said you were...) Youuuu should send me one of your guitar picks with it.
It'll be the newest edition of my guitar pick charm necklace thing (:
It'll be my 8th if I don't get any from here nd then
I will totally do that! I only have Jim Dunlop and some random green one I stole from Levi (in my band CLASS, not my actual band). I’ll even sign it for you! :)